Tuesday, July 15, 2003
had one damn long day today....a full 13 hours..........i ended the day feeeling exhausted......throat sore.....and my knees cried for mercy....hahahaha
But I had fun.....that's the perk of teaching for me at least......the work can drive you nuts but when it comes to end of the day, you kinda have this uplifting feeling because you spent the whole day imparting knowledge.....
Aw....i'm getting sentimental here......got home at 815 today got a call from my superior that I need to burn A SONG in a CD..........pending that i do not have a burner,i had to search for the song and asked around for those who got cd-writer.
Asked the guys in satellites....got ridiculed and I could sense some reluctance in them....i knew its wasteful to just burn a song onto a cd....but i'm willing to pay...hey i have computer knowledge too.....i can't say for my HOD. maybe they have just forgotten......oh well...human do ere.
I had to really ask around when i got hold of irhas who readily offered his assistance. Moments after that mang did offered but i was kinda stoked by then. To make the story short, i got the CD...
ONCE AGAIN IRHAS....I THANK YOU FOR THAT On my way to his house I did think back on how we have treated Irhas when he was around......we ridiculed him...well some say he deserved to be ridiculed for being that way. WELL, ITS HIS WAY maybe thats how he is I would not have known..could they have?....hey I too am guilty..for that i felt ashamed of myself......
It got me thinking if we can't accept the way he is....then it really defeats the purpose of friendship....and "jock mentality" comes across..........I did think to myself.....if i were to be ridiculed of for how the way I am...then for what have I got to say.......about true friends. It saddens me that we are dwindling in numbers. Did asked rahmat on his opinion on .....if it is in own hands that we have made our circle of brotherhood dwindle........I am still wondering. help me out yah....???
Well maybe it's just me......sometimes i do feel that i'm next in line to be pushed out of the loop......as much as I would NOT want to be in that situation...things in the future i cannot forsee.....I know it works two ways.....i'll try my best....maybe i'm just not 'cool'...oh well...too much of these makes me feel moody....that i do not like........think i'll stop here.
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 9:38 AM|
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Tuesday, July 08, 2003
Yukon Ho!! I know that is not a greeting but a place in remote Alaska....hahaha...but it sounds nice...
My day is hectic as usual.....ended up using all the 10 periods allocated .....which means I had no free periods today.....because a teacher reported sick...I was fine with that...keeps my mind running.....Had a wonderful ride home.....singing while riding......hahaha...
Well that's about all....can't wait to sleep and dream......been having great dreams of late...I do not know...or could I recollect the dreams but I would always end up waking up smiling and looking forward for the day....I LIKE!....Long gone were the black days..but they are waiting by the fringes of my Life.......I find that healthy....hehehehehe
Well....that's about all......been searching the songs i've lost...like march12 and stuffs.........so do drop me something to tell me where I can get those songs.....
Always a sucker for a girl-fronted band...!!!
hahahahahahahahahahaha
Nites....NOW GO TO SLEEP GO GO GO!
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 9:20 AM|
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Monday, July 07, 2003
Yuuop!....Before I retiire of to ZeeZeeland....was contemplatiing on whether to write anything for today....cos today is just like any day.....Only that I got stoked coz I found out I'm the only one in the cohort that is not going to NIE this year....
Well I do not really mind...not going....this year....it gives me an opportunity to get a few things done....like taking my driving license, be a less lovable person cos I WAS THINKING OF LOSING SOME OF MY LOVE HANDLES.....hahahaha...
Am striving for self independence slowly......so the next thing i'll look forward to, is getting my own car.....don care if it's small or old....it has to come from my "hard earned scream at kids" money..... was planning it to get before my 25th birthday....! Yeay!...changes must be made....it has to come I am not afraid to change...but what I am afraid is that I might conform to what society is. I must plan my life carefully.....
Had an sms conversation with Yuni....talked about relationships....and our opinion driven views on LOVE in Singapore. My point of view....Love life in Singapore has become materialistic and looks-oriented....for some not all.....don't hack me off because of this...I'm also guilty of it. sometimes.
To cap.....Love in a cosmolitan city is tough.....well...like how Axl would scream....WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE!
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 8:29 AM|
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Sunday, July 06, 2003
Hey hey hey..... it has been close to a month and a half.....since I've blogged. It's not that I'm lazy.......just that....I have nothing to write....rather than filling up this blog with made up stories.....Think I'm getting sick of telling lies and pretending what my life is not.......so....I am here coming clean...the past 3 days was an episode.....
Was home at 4.50 am on Saturday morning after late night supper with the usuals.....hehehe.....eventhough the place is hostile....the food rocks...!.. A new update....now i'm in the chickadees....feel honoured....so must try my absolute best to be my best.......Did not sleep till 6...then went to school coz somehow...the new teacher fucked up my CCA...was supposed to be my day off....so I ended up coming to school.....brought home my work review.......went out for a qucik ride with Nasha....came home did my review.....
At around 12...or 1.....i chatted up with anna on the fone....sounds like she has everything planned in her life........hoped I did help 'scotched-tape' that branch she's holding on to......we chatted mostly bout Life and our aspirations.......all in all even though we have not met...I am pretty sure she's a nice person.
Hanged up the fone....at 6., prayed and loomed around the living room while watching my parents and my sis getting ready for JB....watched tv....had take out for lunch...then off to swim...i really need to shed kilos before doing my Dip in PE.....
So for the record I have not slept.....since Thursday night....felt fresh....THAT'S BAD....cos those are early signs of depression and insomnia......hope i could be sleeping again tonight.......
Well...think i'll forced my self to sleep now.....!!!!
Good night Life.....see you again in the light of day!.......
|the_ousted derelicts and a decadent at 9:33 AM|
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